The clock strike 3 and I couldn’t sleep.I woke up from bed and lean in the dark, thinking all sorts of things, stuff that happens years ago which feels like it happens yesterday. Good stuff, bad stuff, and good memories that turn into a burden.
I laugh at myself, thinking how silly I am acting like a child who’s whining over one drop of ice cream. But then I started to feel like crying. The thought of you is killing me.
I ask myself, what I did to deserve this. Not even one bit of happiness, not even one wish, nor a dream fulfilled.
I ponder and ponder… and ponder… my heart is full of pain, it’s too painful that I can’t even sought any happy thoughts.
I stood up.I walk to the kitchen and look for a knife.My sad and tired face reflected on that shiny knife.I ask myself, is it rational to do these… my logical brain says it’s wrong and it’s totally stupid. But my heart couldn’t evade the feeling that I wish to die.
It’s 3.30am now.And my hand is bleeding from the cut that I just made. Did it ease the pain in my heart? Perhaps not… but I, I really do hope I could go to sleep now.
Ok I’m a bit late. Spice and wolf ended 2 months ago but I’m only writing it now tho I still think this is a nice piece to talk about because it’s related to the next anime I might wrote later.
Spice and wolf tales around Lawrence and the wolf god , Horro. Lawrence accidentally stumble with Horro when she sneak on Lawrence cart. Horro is a fertility god which town folks no longer believe on. He then made a promise with Horro to went on south , taking Horro back to her birth place.
Lawrence is a merchant so story goes on revolving over Horro & Lawrence cunning trick making deals along their journey. But , the trick falls back on them when suddenly Lawrence falls bankrupt on a certain situation. In order to survive this situation, Lawrence made another deal with a shepherd and the trading company on smuggling golds . (Golds are being control by church in this era ) whereby church prohibits any gold trading without going through them .
However, Spice n wolf ended early at 13 episodes which I’m not that happy with . From what I heard , the story has been cut half of its real storyline and one character went missing in anime . And well yes, ending ain’t that fulfilling either.
If you played PERSONA 3 , then you probably wondering the same thing I did when Persona 3 end that way . That was like , March last year. Rumor has it that all answers is in Persona 3 FES . However, FES is not able to any other region than Japan. Unless you can read japanese language that is.
But that’s last year. This year, they come out with Persona 3 FES , US version. I’ve downloaded them and well.. There’s 2 chapter. One is ” The Journey ” . Where you’ll be playing Persona 3 again with some bonus story and persona , quest etc. The other chapter is ” The Answers ” . This is the answer to all mystery in Persona 3. Even tho Aegis wasn’t my main char back in persona 3 .
If you didn’t catch the drift .. I hate Aegis. Not Sexy.. Nu uh..
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If you played PERSONA 3 , then you probably wondering the same thing I did when Persona 3 end that way . That was like , March last year. Rumor has it that all answers is in Persona 3 FES . However, FES is not able to any other region than Japan. Unless you can read japanese language that is.
