2 days before february

Doctor advise me to sleep before 11pm everyday. Oh yes i tried to do so. I end up moving side by side. Listening to the sound of a high speed moving fan and the sound of someone asleep next to me. Tick tock tick tock tick tock. It’s 4 am in the morning. So much for trying to sleep early.

So I did told my family. No.. i couldn’t fall asleep. And they look at me like I had said something that unlikely never happened in this world. So much that I do want to sleep early, I still couldn’t fake it. They just couldn’t understand since they do not have same problems as I am.

But of course. I do ask myself this question. Why do i feel sleepy, and yet unable to sleep? Why why why. What is it that lack in me ? hormones ? Think i had to much of that. Fatigue? I feel tired everyday. Brain doesn’t move too much? Your ass.

Oh not to mention, my nose feels itchy since the first time i try to sleep today. yes, exactly at 11pm.

Often when I couldn’t sleep. I would see a tall dark handsome shadow somewhere in my house. Or, I would hear weird sounds from outside. And started to feel like this guy overe here ;

ghost in town

In the end. I end up writing here. With voyage century online running on my background. Doing adventure quest.

Oh, and happy birthday mom ;)

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