The clock strike 3 and I couldn’t sleep.I woke up from bed and lean in the dark, thinking all sorts of things, stuff that happens years ago which feels like it happens yesterday. Good stuff, bad stuff, and good memories that turn into a burden.
I laugh at myself, thinking how silly I am acting like a child who’s whining over one drop of ice cream. But then I started to feel like crying. The thought of you is killing me.
I ask myself, what I did to deserve this. Not even one bit of happiness, not even one wish, nor a dream fulfilled.
I ponder and ponder… and ponder… my heart is full of pain, it’s too painful that I can’t even sought any happy thoughts.
I stood up.I walk to the kitchen and look for a knife.My sad and tired face reflected on that shiny knife.I ask myself, is it rational to do these… my logical brain says it’s wrong and it’s totally stupid. But my heart couldn’t evade the feeling that I wish to die.
It’s 3.30am now.And my hand is bleeding from the cut that I just made. Did it ease the pain in my heart? Perhaps not… but I, I really do hope I could go to sleep now.
In the Media, women play an important role in making them popular. Heroes depends on Hayden Panettiere’s cheerleading costume and Ali Larter’s hot body. Fox News wants you to see Kirsten Powers arguing with Michelle Malkin just so that you could imagine both having a 69. The media also helped appeal to fanboys by making characters like Princess Leia, Sarah Jane & Hermione Granger hotter than they were. Hilary Clinton would do anything to exploit Chelsea Clinton, even having her appear on FHM! The music industry features women like Kate Nash and Sheryl Crow, whom both we want to f***! While we at Al Jazeera English would want you to drool at Ghida Fakhry and Amanda Holden just so that you can come all over your TV.
However, the media can be such pricks. They can deceive you by making ugly women look hot, even though they are ugly 24/7. Here are 5 women who are ugly, but the media wants you to think they’re hot:
5.Amy Winehouse Who is she: Grammy-Award Winning Singer and full-time cokehead Why the media wants you to think she’s hot: She’s a good singer, but the media believes that no one would listen to “ugly” singers. Therefore, the media would make a creepy PR campaign to not make her look hot, but to call her “hot”. The Daily Mirror and Vogue calls her sexy, while David Tennant calls her “fabulous” during his appearance in the shitty Friday Night Projet. A Hotter Equivalent:Kate Nash
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July 1, 2008 3:45 am | 
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